Subterranean Home Sick Blues

Well Bob Dylan it really is Home Sick Blues.

Where do I start, the bloody Virus COV 19 why don't you just shove off from where you came from WHU HAN. I cannot say how venomous I feel about this Virus, I still think it was man made thing that went wrong, ok my opinion but am entitled to it because I have it, its destroying so much and so many lives,  testing positive for Cov19, has been a blow. 

So again even more lockdown for a week, which in the grand scheme of things is nothing, some are not coming back from this, so I shouldn't feel angry but I do so much.

Just received my shop delivery courtesy of Steve, and now another goodies food parcel has just been delivered from Sylv, she was worried too as she has been round visiting Viv but tested negative, Sylvia's seen below but in happier times.

She came and delivered on the step, chatted two metres away out side and it was nice to talk and glad she had tested negative. We both agreed we were worried, she was worried for me with my breathing and couldn't sleep in case she got a call, It's scary especially on your own.

So  peeps cherish your partners because when on your own be it man or woman, when things go off kilt its not nice being on your own., plus we all think we can cope and are in control, oh boy never take company for granted or tire of it.

We were hoping that Viv and I would fly back with her, but I will now be waiting and it will be September before we go now, our trip last time was magical with Viv my daughter Rebekah and Marion.

Just took all the boosters, and my concoction, of Turmeric  grated ginger honey lemons and lemon juice. This I drink every day, and really feel this has helped me ward off the worst of Cov especially with my low immune system. So cheers Claire I dosed her up on it when here.

                      

They said that had I not been in contact with Viv and had she not been admitted into hospital I would probably not have had a test, and that most people that have the virus that display symptoms like mine the chances are would have just put them down to a mild summer cold and just carried on the same as I probably would have done, my only worry is the breathlessness that I’m experiencing.

Poor Viv she is struggling and battling again. Hopefully she will overcome once again, just kick its butt Viv, and hard.

Just contacted my friend in Turkey, she was supposed be staying with me from the 19th, so I have left it with her to make a decision to stay with me. Hope she does as so been looking forward to being with her again.

Well going to get a cuppa, my daughter ever ready with the immune boosters has arranged for a high dose of Vitamin C delivery which has arrived so will pop one in. 

be back soon. 

My two boys are here Woody and Jess and when ever I sit Jess 

( Ginger) always meows to sit with me so feels quite nice. Woody the black cat tries to sneaking into the bedroom all the time now, when Claire was here he took to sneaking in with her when ever he could, so have to keep my eye on him see Claire you pal keeps looking for you. lol

Will have a sneak at my Goody box that  Sylv has left in a while. The street again have been texting offering support shopping and help which is so nice.

This mornings I tackled the deep clean, bleach dettol and swabbed like a goodun, stripped the beds clothes, towels so all have been washed and sterile as much as possible, just checked on my goodie parcel, and what is it with me these days, I am bursting into tears at the least thing.

My little box of goodies was sweet and so out the blue, there were chocolates, crisp and bits and bobs, and has rendered me a sobbing mess. I do so love my friends so much that they all  feel like family. They have become a great sauce of strength when I have needed it. And so the blubing starts again. For the kindness of my goodie box delivery and Steve's Shopping drop. Sniff Sniff with my blubing.

I remember being told that life is like a bank, you deposit good deeds, friendship, shoulder to cry or lean on, and a sense of trust that they know you are there no matter. I have tried my very best to deposit in life's bank, so as my friends remind me these days, Yvonne draw on the interest on what you have banked. 

It is difficult though when you are used to giving and not being on the receiving end. So think this is where the blubbering is seeping up out the cracks so please bare with me folks and the tissues.

Not looking forward to the isolation again so me thinks folks I am really going to be a mardy arse......lol no I will just get stuck into it one more time.  Have had my NHS track and contact conversation, so lets see what else is in store for me. Just cooked my tea, Salmon home made chips not fried, peppers with tomatoes and pineapple no crap today.

Tomorrow is another day.

                

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